HI ALL
THIS IS A "WASTE" I.E. ME, TRYING HARD TO END MYSELF, BUT FEW THOUGHTS ARE IN MY MIND RIGHT NOW WHICH ARE STOPPING MYSELF TO DO THIS.
1) FIRST THOUGHT THAT COMES TO MY MIND IS THAT IF I DIE THEN I WILL NOT BE ABLE TO SEE, FEEL, TALK TO MY "LIFE", NEVER WILL.
2) IF I DIE MY FRIENDS AND PARENTS WILL THINK THAT I MUST HAVE HAD DONE SOMETHING VERY BAD.
I AM NOT ABLE TO KEEP UP MY WORDS, HENCE LOOSING MY SELF RESPECT TOO. I AM NOT ABLE TO HATE HER, FORGET HER, SHE IS ALWAYS ON MY MIND, KILL ME EVERY MOMENT. I AM NOT ABLE TO WORK OR SHOULD SAY THAT NOW I M NOT DOING JUSTICE TO MY JOB, WHICH SHOULD B THE MOST IMPORTANT THING AFTER HER.
SHE IS VERY HAPPY THAT NOW I AM OUT OF HER LIFE. DONT EVEN WANT TO SEE MY FACE COZ ITS BAD.
WILL BE OUT FROM HER BEAUTIFUL AND HAPPY LIFE WITHIN THIS MONTH, AS I WILL DO WAT SHE WANT ME TO.
THANKS
