Dont know what i am doing...
Last whole week i was down and out because of her as she wasnt talking to me. Thought that i had lost her faith in me, really hurts me. Then few days back i asked her about my bad points she replied "I DONT KNOW MUCH ABOUT you" WAS ENOUGH TO HURT ME AND KILL ME.So from that day a am feeling very light coz it made me feel and realize that the girl i loves never understood me, never believes me, never trusted me then how can i ask her to be in my life, no way i can. But i still FEELS verY proud to say that " I LOVE HER ". SHE IS MY GOD AND I AM DOING WAT SHE WANTS ME TO.
I ALSO WANT TO CONFEES THAT I HAD DRUNK ALCOHOL WHICH GAVE HUGE TROUBLE FOR 5 CONTINOUS DAY. A REAL BAD THING. i AM SORRY, YOU ALL.
Bye.......
